Me and Renee dated for a bit, then we broke up, but now we are back together... It's fun stuff. 8> I'm such a total dork about it, but that's okay. I'm also not fooling around. When I date someone, I MEAN BUSINESS. D< I kind of take things way to fast, but I think I just have a fast-paced heart. I'll try and slow it down for her. At least I'm not asking her for babies... YET. >3
Naw, I don't want kids till I'm AT LEAST 25. AT LEAST.

Goin' on a date with Renee~ *dies* I'm so happy~

I drew pictures! They are located at deviantArt.com. X3

Today was an uber good day! I met new people that were nice; I didn't have any melt downs; and I was happy al freakin' day long! OMG! Super freakin' awesome, yo!

In other news:
I'm hanging out with my friend Sarah this Friday to do some major SciFi watching. We are going to watch all things SciFi. Hopefully that includes Obi Wan in the new Star Wars trilogy, 'cause Ewan McGregor is way hot! XD It'll, of course, include your daily dose of Doctor Who, and possibly some tribble action. I want to watch Star Trek badlyyyyy~ We don't have any episodes at home; only the movies. Which are good, but, I want to see some episodes right now. Short and sweet and, hopefully, comedic. ^.^

I may end up having an anime session with this guy I just met! If we do, we will so watch FMA! XD Probably, we'll watch some Naruto and a bit of Death Note~ but only the funny episodes. I like those better than the "serious" ones. XP

Also, my Doctor Who costume is almost done! It's the tenth doctor's blue suit, 'cause I dig the blue more than the brown. XD I'm even working on doing my hair like his! It's going to take some major work though. ^.^;

At any rate, that is all I have to say for now. More on my silly little life later. XDXD

Yup. I am once again alive. And more troubled than ever. Okay, that's an exageration, but I am troubled. I can't say why because the reason has an LJ and has friends with LJs who are my friends, etc. But yes, troublesome. Most likely, my troubles will be resolved with me getting a very broken heart, as per usual with these sorts of things. Alas, the show must go on!

I gots a new cat. Named dot. She's cute. I'm always busy lately, it seems. Life is hard. I stress out a lot. I try, but trying isn't ever enough. Gotta work harder, but I'm already working so hard. Changing more and more to be a boy. I feel better, but people react strangely. People are stupid. Perhaps people are stupid because of too little change. Perhaps because of too much. Perhaps.

I have decided-- quite officially-- that I wish to be of the opposite sex. Which would be male. I have short hair now. I think I mentioned that already. Uhm... I have things that will make me more manly! Or at least I hope they will. I'm not sure yet. I'll just have to wait and see.

OH! And some good news! On my history final, I got an A! YAY! And on my Spanish final, I got something good! I don't know what, but I saw my Spanish teacher at the pound today, and she told me that I got a good grade on that blasted 200 question final. ^.^

Or not. I haven't died (completely). Just busy with having a life. OMG! 0.0 A life! Amazing!

Now all I need is a brain with a working battery. Mine's died. And finals are tomorrow! WAH!

And that's it. Yup. That's all you get.

Oh, wait. I cut my hair. It's really short now. Like boy short. No; not boy shorts-- boy short. Yesh.

BTW, I'm a time traveler. Seriously. *shifty eyes* That's what I am in my head, anyways. I use a pocket watch to time travel. Random, huh?

I leave now.

But right now I am SOOOOOO happy!
I like this girl named Sydney, and today I brought her a rose from my garden and asked her out, and she said she wanted to get to know me better first, and that we should go on a date! And I'm just like OMG! How cool is that! XDXD
And yeah. Oh, the rose smelt reeeeeally good, too. That's why I picked it, actually.

Yes! I am at the college's library, and I am updating this stupid livejournal! >.<

Anyways, in terms of fanfiction, I've been working on two new stories, and have been working some on Hardships of a Clergyman, too. I think I'll post them over on snape_potter soon.

Besides that, I'm almost done with Bio1! Yay!

Oh, and my house is getting remodeled. The floors are getting done, so the carpet is leaving and we will have wood floors! Yay! No more vacuuming!

And that is it.

Nicked from calanor.

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What was your most memorable vacation, and why?

I felt I had to post to this. You see, my most memorable vacation was the first time I went to Hawaii, because I went there with my grandfather, who has passed away since then. It was the last trip my family went on that Grandpa was well for. He was even pretty sick in Hawaii, but it was just a recpiratory problem. He ended up having... azhiemers and that one disease I can't think of right now, where your blood doesn't coagulate, so you just don't stop bleeding.

So this vacation was really beautiful because it was in Hawaii, and because it was with my grandpa before he got too sick to do anything. ^.^

I was only seven then. Well, almost eight.

Oh, and it was also awesome because my aunt Gretchen got pooped on by a gecko. It was on the ceiling and pooped on her head. Totally awesome.

I'm not sure if I should be happy about this, or sad, or super pissed off.

SiriusOrionBlack
2007-07-29
ch 1, anon. I have 2 things to say... 1.THEY R NOT GAY! 2. U R STUPID FOR THINKING SO!

It kind of makes me happy, because I can laugh at this random person's stupidity, but it makes me sad too. People are so close-minded. What has the world come to?! And, of course, it pisses me off that people will post a review and say that I'm stupid, etc. And they don't even tell me what a great writer I am! Or something. I mean, they could at least say that my writing style was good, right? Maybe?

I mean, if I dislike something, I just move on. I don't leave idiotic comments.

Like, I totally super hate girl!Harry. It just is... eew! I don't understand it, because I am the opposite, and I am like Harry, so I'm just thinking, "Harry would never do that!" But I don't say mean things to people who write it! I just... don't read the stories that they write with the girl!Harry in it. And then I am fine.

I also dislike OOC Snape. I mean, if he just gets too nice or too silly or... anything, I get grossed out. But I don't leave nasty comments! I just flee the scene and don't read that fic again.

So why are other people so [insert multiple rude things here] that they think they can go around leaving flames or every little thing?

It's probably freedom of speech. If I have the freedom to write what they don't like, they have the freedom to say they don't like it. But they could at least remember common courtesy, which came before freedom of speech!

*sigh*

In other news:

I saw Hairspray last night! It was the shiznit! Huzzah!

Yay! Lucius is awesome. So fashionable and cute and manly. How does he do it?

And then there is Snape... *uber dorky sigh*

Right. I've been writing things as of late. I'm too frightened to post them, of course. I've got the first little blip for my newest thing, which is Snarry after DH, and it's like 600 words or something. It's decent. Then there's that other thing about how Harry and Snape would celebrate the new movie and book. It turned into this thing where Snape is going to torture Harry by withholding sex. It's a little odd, I guess. But I'm weird and like torturing Harry. Because he has hormones, just like me, and they are all rampaging, and he's going to go insane and get carpal tunnel from too much... piano playing. But at least he'll be making pretty music! Heh.

I'll try to work up the courage to post some of my stuff somewhere. Maybe I'll go write more on it, first. Maybe... Well, it sounds like a good idea, but I'd much rather listen to music and play games. And then I've got homework to do for Bio1. Stupid Bio1. Test on Monday. Again! Too many freaking exams! What the fuck, man!

Yeah, I've been moody lately. It's that time of the month again.

Thanks to iulia_linnea, I now have a way around the whole "Snape dies" fiasco. Those who were not consumed by greif weaved their way around his death, and so he lives and is mine!-- to make Snarry with, of course.

Okay; no. He's just mine. The making Snarry is a seperate thing entirely.

I have come to realize that I have already thought up many ways to work around the fact that J.K. has written the last book and that she killed Snape. My desicion is that I shall simply ignore all of the deaths and write an explination as to why they are still alive. Technically speaking, I will always be writing in the AU, but that is fine with me, seeing as Snape's love for Lily actually adds to the Snarry ship. I mean; Hello? Does Harry have Lily's eyes? Yes! Is Harry similar to Lily, too? Yes~ So, Snape could love him, too. *makes annoyingly fangirlish face* Squee!

So, I am switching back to HP. Though not as ferociously.

I have decided to all but give up Harry Potter as a fandom and switch back to Lord of the Rings. I have many reasons for doing this, the main being only one person dies in LotR, and HP is far too deppressing for my taste.

I will also be adding SpongeBob on as my newest fandom. I adore the show, and I see no reason why I can't be a strange fangirl over it, too.

Seeing as Snape and Harry together is no longer possible, I will now be focusing my attentions on Lucius/Draco incest, which is still capable of happening. However, Merry/Pippin and Frodo/Sam will be my main ships, along with my absolute favorite though not too popular, Gimli/Legolas.

I will be finishing my Snarry story Hardships of a Clergyman, for it is an AU and therefore has very little to do with the actual Harry Potter world. Mostly I will be focusing on my schooling and not bothering to write any fanfiction for a while, but if I do, it will probably be AU or LotR.

Also, J.K. Rowling is horrible.

Oh, and I shall be re-working my novel. I have taken suggestion from my mother and decided to create my own fandom where few people die, if any at all.

Not Voldemort, stupid heads; J.K. Rowling! The first three books were ace! The fourth and fifth were acceptable, and the sixth made me just... die a little inside. This seventh is going to fucking kill me.
I don't care what happens in it anymore, because honestly, J.K. is not a good source for canon Harry Potter information. It's sad, but I am absolutely positive that she's just fucking with us all. Abusing the fact that she's got at least a quarter of the world under her thumb. I mean; how can we trust her? Have you seen her smile? She looks like she's either high or trying not to kill someone! And she's richer than the bloody Queen of England! Honestly, it just isn't right anymore.

At any rate, I am/was happy because I got a 92% on my first Bio1 exam. The other kids who were my age got lower scores than me, and so I feel pretty decent. However...
Apparently, about 25% of the class did not do the first part of the exam, which was 10 take home essay questions. These questions were worth 25 points, so even if you aced the Multiple Choice thing in class, you would have only got a C at best. Seriously, what kind of college students are these fools? And one of them was a Junior like me, and he says he'll just ace the next exam and he'll be fine. He didn't do the essays and he got a 50 on the Multiple Choice! He Fucking failed, and he thinks he'll do fine on te next exam!? God! I feel sorry for him, really. He should drop the class before this crappy grade goes on his transcript. He says he's already failed Bio once in high school; think how horrid it'll be if he fails it in College! He'll be royally fucked!

*sigh*

I'm tired because of all this work I'm doing for Bio, and then all this other work I've been putting off because of Bio. I'm so behind on my beta'ing, and I've barely hung out with friends... No costumes have been made. My Snape costume's still in bits and pieces. *sigh*
I don't like going to the movies. Sometimes, I just can't sit still. Other times, my eyes start hurting like shit from the screen. So, I enjoy it and all, but I just feel nasty afterwards. *harrumph*
Well, at least I went to Borders and stocked up on Yaoi. I was almost going to say "stalked up on yaoi". My God! What a pervy thing to say! XD

At any rate, the world's going to the shitter, and I feel both proud of my not-so-shitty-ness, and sad about the horrid, horrid world... I'll fix it someday. At least, I'll fix it as much I can.
Heck, no I won't. But at least I won't make it any worse. I'll make it like the 80s again, if I can. Those days weren't nearly as down the gutter as... these days? Yes; these days. Sounds strange, but it's correct.

Well, got to go shower and read lots of yummy yaoi.

Oh, BTW, I just saw Oceans 13. Loved it. It was wonderful. Very nicely done.

I'm having... difficulties writing the last bit of my story "The End of All Things". It's upsetting. I don't really like it, actually. I think I should just delete it. My Snape is way too out-of-character for my current tastes.

Yes, I think I will simply run off and delete it. Or, at least quit working on it... again.

"Wish" is going surprisingly well. "Hardships of a Clergyman" is also going swimmingly. Quite swimmingly. It is even more popular than "The Protector". It is frightening; all these people liking my stories. It makes me happy, though.

I have a few stories that I am working on, and I think I shall post the first chapters now.

Also, a new story idea.
My dreams, both day and night, consist of me going to Europe, finding a potion to make me male, running off to find either Snape, Remus, or Sirius, and then promptly becoming a couple. Then, if I'm not already with Snape, I find Snape. Then I get Remus and Sirius as my... slave type things, and then I get Lucius and Draco (incest, baby), and I also get Harry for good measure. Then I sort of... boss them about and make them have sex and Snape and I fuck all day. Oh, and my name is Richard. And sometimes I have another obediently little man named Nicholas, who looks similar to Snape, but is much more like a very intelligent dog in personality, only a little mellower. Just a tad, though.

In real life news:

I met a very weird guy. Never hanging out with him again. Reminds me far too much of Poole (Poole is a not-so-nice person). At least Poole was nice looking.

Random something that just popped into my head. Been rather perverted lately. And territorial. MY SNAPE! GET AWAY! *hiss~~*

I also enjoy spelling it "nitemare" instead of "nightmare". I've been listening to the songs all day. Danny Elfman music is so wonderful. ^.^

People are actually liking the stories I am writing. It is rather frightening, really. But it makes me happy.

I have decided that I shall try my hand at making a Harry Potter comic. A short one, though. I've not even got the first panel done, so far... But I'm whittling away at it. It will be a short, funny comic first off. Maybe two pages, at the most. No porn or anything. Ha! Sorry people. It will be all funny things with the Weasleys. DUH!

A lot of things have been happening lately and... It is getting annoying. All these things going on. Gah.

I would post about them, but I really am not in the mood to talk about them.


...


Ah, who am I kidding?

My father wants to go back to college and get a degree in something, and I am upset, because how are we to pay for MY college if we have to pay for his, too? It makes me upset, and things. He wants to stop working, too, so that he can focus on school. That was what I was doing, so that I could leave the fricking house already, but NO! Now I've got to stay even longer, because of this, that, and the other thing...


I got bored one day and posted on one of those dating sites; the yahoo one. I'm a little frightened, because people actually responded. It makes me want to run off and crawl into a hole. I don't know why.

For a finishing flourish, I will say something strange that I saw today.
Paintings done on tortillas. Weird, no?